Lies by Big Bang
hello?
hello?
yeah... love is pain
dedicated to all my broken-hearted people
one's old a flame, just scream my name
and im so sick of love songs
yeah, i hate them love songs
momento of ours..
lie!
a late night and rain falling down
i bring you back from my memories
i promised myself i will be fine without you
but i cant help it
i take in liquors that i cant even hold
trying to fell my empty heart
a day without you is too long
i pray that i may please forget you (that's a lie)
without you, happiness cannot be found in me
i cant even shed any tears
i dont want to live anymore
yeah, this is bullshit, its pissing me off
im going crazy in thoughts of you
i want to see you, but im being told that i cant
that its all over (i'll be right there)
Chorus
im so sorry but i love you, its all a lie
i didnt know, but i know that i need you
im so sorry but i love you, out of anger
i pushed you away with those piercing words without realizing
im so sorry but i love you, its all a lie
im so sorry (im so sorry) but i love you (i love you more and more)
im so sorry but i love you, will you leave
and forget me slowly, so i can be in pain
i dedicated my all into this song for you
(other people dont know)
by myself, without anyone knowing
(yeah, those words i said were lies)
a loner left behind all alone
and me lost in the midst of it all
in my pocket is the breakup letter that's wrinkled
and folded up in my pocket, hey
(and my habit of calling for you and wondering where you are)
im gonna change, i'll laugh everything off from now on
Chorus
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, i hope this is all a dream
oh, oh, oh ,oh, oh, because i only add up to this much
drope that, babe
i still cant forget you
no, i dont think i ever will, even 'til the day i die, yeah
did the scars i gave you heal
im sorry becaus i never got to do anything for you
Chorus
bye bye.
that the lyrics for the new song on my blog le. intro by my miss Eunice! pretty nice bah. hmm abt a girl who want her love to forget her due to her terminal illness so she fake that she is cheating on him with a friend of her love. so the love sang this song.
nice nice huh. wohoo now i on leave until sunday b4 course start on monday. sianz no1 to go overseas with =( so free haha. I want fun outings =P
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haha shiok that day. ate 15 meatballs + the pasta at ikea. shop for stuff.
then later ate gel'are waffle 3 scoop for dinner later on.
after that its time for madagascar 2! funny shit! hail King Julian!
LOl
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hmm sat, use comp, at nite go newton eat b4 watching coffin at causeway at 11.15.
newton there alot ppl sia, but the food ok only.
haha treat my good friends since pri school. ate stingray, lala, fried youtiao and giant prawns $8 per 100grams! Nearly ordered chilli crab, abalone and sharkfin as well. i should not say how much it cost! =D
Coffin is a pretty stupid movie. its not scary at all. they try to breathe in alittle romance in the show. but it totally screw up the movie. i felt scammed! haha and something inside is true. the wheel of life is spinning. we should not disrupt it. so yah need to destroy all bad demons.
then sun use comp, at evening go a restaurant at psa building to eat for my mum birthday. abalone, sharkfin, chilli crab, lobster, fish maw, duck, chicken, beef, goose, fish and more lol. yum yum full! lucky sat nber eat crab abalone or sharkfin.
after dat go home dota till late night. super unlucky sia, whatever i played, i got countered and USED.
ok todae monday, oso play comp whole day. hmm actually later gonna go eat new york new york. my friend a vip so we can just walk in without queuing! cool rite? lol then later go play poker at ron house. b4 i book in on tue =( but now plans changes, all the players want to play earlier. sad no mre new york ='( think i oso dun feel like playing poker le. today i should rest at home. and eat my dinner alone? what the hell.
As long you are happy, nothing else matters. Smile! yes plz smile!
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o.O i realised i got a block leave. wow my friend so fast already cfm going hongkong with his gf and book the tix le.
ahhhh i want to go oversea too ,from 15-23 ,anywhere will be fine, i m stashed with enulf to backpack around bah. any1 on bo?
ARISON THIHA ANGYUN WEILIANG ?
go aus sand boarding and wind surfing and scuba diving?
haha yup any1 got cash, free, call me!
thinking of going oversea sure crack me up. =D
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Oh no. I got posted out already.
To stagmont camp at CCK behind cck sec and teck whye pri and beside pjc!
To T SIG INST as signal specialist/operator.
Lol so i will be manning signal set and stuff next time!
Dunnoe whether its good or bad. Todae is an off day for me and i have no 1.
tml time to move in my new camp at 8am =(
Dunnoe y, handling my anger/sadness is much harder to me now.
misses
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lol fri went out to ps with the OOC, eat sakae sushi buffet, then play monster hunter at coffee bean all the way until night.
after that on the way to take mrt home, a malay shemale approach and ask me whether I am a chinese. I reply yes, and he say I m cute and he like me, and i just faster walk away, and he gave me a flying kiss >.<
gross or?
after that proceed to ronald house to donate money for poker, haha $60 =D
reach home around 7am, bath and slept until 4pm. now back to devil slaying tonight.
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wed do 24 hours duty, now thurs to sun free wohoo!
but todae dam fucked up, finish duty then write book-out book and go home le, reached the door at 8, and received a phone call to go back by 10am, an order by RSM.
dam reached le then tell us off, said that we never let them know before going off.
duh last time ask us to go off faster, now say must wait for them and tell them before going...
aww i want to talk back and shoot them back but nia should stop since they already let us go off.
ok now another problem, I m too free! Time to watch the notebook and leap years =D
Pretty sweet movie, try watching too!
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TRANSLATION:
Those freezing hands aren't your fault
They carry scars from long before
Afraid to love someone,
You turn your back on the other side of the words...
Like ice, the embraced heart slowly starts to thaw
* For anyone to be loved by someone,
Makes life in this world shine
If it was me, I’d make your heart warm once more
With eternal tenderness
Even if fate’s games hurt the heart...
On the other side of the tears,
A single ray of light will swoop down into the darkness
We know that this is so
As strong as the suffering, we can feel people’s warmth
Everyone is searching for a place
That can take away the sorrow and loneliness
So… for you, that place is here
Don’t be afraid, don’t hesitate anymore, because I’ll protect you
To the point of being painful (my heart)
This love is beautiful (don’t be afraid)
Even if just momentarily (let you know my love)
This time is beautiful (you know… let you know my love)
* Repeat
Yup that the lyrics of the new song on my blog. pretty sweet and touching. alrite time to book in and spend my free time!
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sat watch connected.
pretty funny show becoz it is so unbelievable how much the luck the male lead have...
interesting plot.
and after that went to play poker until 7am.
i have my mind on too many things. carelessly lose 1 big pot game of $50+ early which i should not if i double checked my cards.
once my big stack gone, hard to play sia. then in the end overall i lose $70+ but nvm, the money i earned from them last time can cover the loses.
pretty sad and low. cant believe a guy can get so much luck after going thailand with his girlfriend. do god of luck really exist?
hiass money is still just a small factor of my life. i m glad that amount of money can buy me such thrill.
one mre thing. i miss you. =D
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